i am and never am. really. i almost vanished somewhen. disappeared for some time. and when i tried to come back everything around me dissolved slowly. faded away into the darkest black i've ever seen. that's as much as i'm willed to pen in in here. and yet i'd like to share particular moments that sometimes evolve out of this blackness. like memories do when you close your eyes. and just as these images tend to be more like an idea than a place, resembling a basket with kissed tissues as if it is waste - hushed colors of lips stuck on white - i'd like to welcome you to my void.
